saya G I L A ~ tingkat sepuluh (udah bukan tujuh lagi!!)
HAHA! *miris


yaak itulah kata paling tepat untuk mendeskripsikan gw di bulan Januari nan indah ini (hooooeeekz!)
terkesan tahun 2010 kaya gak ada bagus2 nya sama sekali... eerrr bukannya gak bagus sih, tp mungkin belum menunjukkan "bright side" nya buat gw....!

i admitted that i'm crazy... karena ini udah mix&match antara:
random+lost+streees berkepanjangan+stuck+blue mood+anger+loving a "bastard" that much (udah jelas bastard gw masih bisa aja segitu sayaaaaangnya) = taraaaaaa..... jadilah ramuan " G I L A "

coba tolong disebutkan bagian mana yang gak bisa dibilang "gila" setelah semua detail di bawah ini... smua agree??! *yeess*


1. mari melanjutkan kegilaan skripshit sampe kelar!

ini bukan gilaaa tp memang HARUS secepatnya diberesin.. tapi gw emang bnran gila karena streees... dan karena pembimbing gw!! (pak kumis tolong anak ayamnya dibantu dong, jgn sok sibuk berasa presiden deh! tak gunduli jg kumis mu nanti pak! kerjaan saya diperiksa wooi!) :P

#efek kegilaan skripshit = hungry all the time+sensitif+esmosi jiwa membahana!

2. mari melanjutkan kegilaan mencintai kamu

nah ini agak sulit, bukan agak sih tapi sangat super duper sulit... karena memang udah super super complicated! c r a p! ..
i mean... i love love love you bastard... i know how BAD you are, but for God's sake i still loving u that much that deep ... oh Gosh!!! apa yg merasuki gw??!! gw cukup kaget menyadari fakta ini... dammit i'm love with wrong person in the wrong time... oh not wrong person sih... aduuh you're such a perfect guy, i mean my type totally!! yaa except that bad part of yours.. bisa nemu dimana lagi aku orang kaya km?!! huff...

sekarang gw udah di tahap dimana i just wanna giving this love for you.. i dont care ~ u love me or not, u care about me or not ~ i'm just want to loving you till this love change its meaning... entah kapan itu, let the time speak... nanti ujungnya akan ikhlas juga..
i believe this theory, no matter what people think, say or argue... once i believe, i will always believe! And i prefer to deal with pain because of seeing u with that lot of girls than deal with pain because u're gone.. (ooh pathetic me!)

as long as i'm single, i just wanna enjoy you as much as i can... enjoy our time! so what??

sunshine...
"a part of me will always love you dear, even if i end up with someone else..."

#efek kegilaan mencintai = gak napsu makan+random face+missing you like crazy!

"Carpe Diem!"

My Heart Has a Mind of Its Own
.Christian Bautista.



People try and tell me that its crazy
You and I were never meant to be
I don't believe they know,
and even if its so
I'm fallen anyway, no matter what they say.


A part of me is taking me by the hand
The world can't see, still
they can't understand
Why can't they understand.. . .


My heart has a mind of its own
Right or wrong it's gonna do
Only what it feel is true
I'll follow it where ever it goes
Anywhere it leads me to
My heart has a mind, mind of its own.


Maybe we will always be together
Maybe this'll last a thousand years
ain't nobody knows, and even if they did
It wouldn't matter now
I'd love you anyhow.


My heart knows what I'm needing
My heart knows what I'm feeling
It knows me better than I know myself
My heart knows what I'm missin'
All I have to do is listen
And listen well...

mendengar lagu ini dan .....

t e r t o h o k ! Crap!

:'(

HAPPY NEW YEAR

and this is the common way to say new year in Korean

새해 복 많이 받으세요

(seh heh bok mahn ee bahd euh sae yo)


end of 2009, i was in Daegu-Korea. enjoying my holiday! :)
there's only silent there, no party, no celebration and no countdown. i think it was good, sumtimes u need silent to celebrate new year. we can flashback for what we did in 2009, think think think, introspection ourself and be a better person for ourself and for others!!

Hey 2010, i just wanna be

Happy
Positive
Focus
Tough
More Patience

Specific Obsession:

finish skripsi and graduate
internship
S2 Notariat UI

Wish:

a miracle for "that" impossibility (still have that faith!)



i will ROCK you 2010!! :)

From home to home, and heart to heart, from one place to another. The warmth and joy of Christmas brings us closer to each other.

~Emily Matthews~



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
25.12.2009



Have A very Blessed one this year
.kisskisshug.

3rd Anniversary of My Dad
~In Memoriam~

If I could steal one final glance,
one final step,
one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again

"Luther Vandross - Dance with my father"



i miss you like craziie dad

missing all the times that we had together..
our thoughts
our laughs
our fights
our secrets
our escaping time
our silents



Love Love Love
just for you

♥

www.weheartit.com

I ReTweet this on my Twitter


RT @TheLoveStories To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. #lovestories


Exactly represent me now!

Wednesday 09.12.09
00.45 AM

wish i have one

aku ingiiiin semuaaanyaaaaaaaa!!


ingin Lomo camera - Diana
ingin liat Aurora
ingin mawar putih
ingin punya roof top